Trust Me

  Trust Me

  A Vampire Hearts Novel

  by Lori Devoti

  Copyright, Lori Devoti, 2011

  This book is licensed for your personal enjoyment only. All rights reserved, including the right to reproduce this book, or portion thereof, in any form. This book may not be resold or uploaded for distribution to others.

  This is a work of fiction. Any references to historical events, real people, or real locales are used fictitiously. Other names, characters, places and incidents are the product of the author’s imagination, and any resemblance to actual events, locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.

  Prologue

  Marie Jean

  Ste. Genevieve, Illinois Country

  May 1, 1785 — great flood

  The water shifted beneath her feet, as if the Mississippi wasn’t just swollen with floodwaters, but angry, boiling.

  The others had left long before, gathering whatever they held dear and scurrying for higher ground, but not Marie Jean. She held nothing dear—not since that bastard lieutenant-governor, Cruzat, doomed her to marriage with the monster others called her husband.

  Damn Cruzat. Damn the church. Damn everyone who told her she had no choice—that God’s will was greater than her own.

  She would show them all.

  Grasping the rough logs of the cedar stockade she clung to, she stared down at the water. She could give in, throw herself into the angry current of the Mississippi, but there would be no satisfaction in that—no revenge.

  She had a better plan. She’d thought of it last night, when the others were packing, when her husband was chortling about the Lieutenant Governor’s denial of her request for a divorce. How she had wanted to kill him then—pick up the saber he kept hanging on the wall of their cabin and pierce his heart, stand there laughing as the black blood of his soul spilled out on the dirt.

  But no, her body was too weak. He would have used the weapon on her instead, but damn his twisted soul, he wouldn’t have shown her the mercy of death—just continued the same torture she’d endured for years.

  Enough. She’d had enough.

  “So you came.” The voice was low and masculine in a way that sent shivers of expectation up Marie Jean’s spine.

  She turned. He stood an arm’s length away, his feet braced on the roof of a cabin, his waist-length hair clinging to his bare chest. His eyes glimmered at her in the growing darkness. A second shiver danced over her rain-soaked skin.

  “You expected me?” She pressed her back against the stockade, her heart beating like a bird’s.

  “Come.” He held out one hand. “The water is rising. There isn’t much time.”

  She paused only an instant before slipping her work-calloused hand into his and letting him pull her to the safety of the roof beside him.

  He stared down at her, his eyes an eerie blue against his dark skin.

  “Will you help me?” she asked. Her fingers tangled in his hair; her palm brushed his skin.

  “I’m here,” he replied. “What is it you want?”

  She swallowed, her heart expanding at the thought of her vengeance. “My husband dead, and then”—she paused deciding what to ask for next—“a curse. Can you curse them all?”

  He threw back his head, laughter rolling from his throat. “A curse? This”—he swept his arm out, gesturing to the hellish waters of the rising Mississippi surrounding them—“isn’t curse enough?”

  She narrowed her eyes, thinking of her sister and her aunts, all prim and pious. Judging her for not accepting her fate. “Not for what they would have left me to. No, I want revenge that will last for centuries, eternity.” The last came out in a hiss.

  His arm slipped around her waist, pulling her close against the hard length of his body. “You have the wrong demon, mon oiseau. I am no witch. I have no magic for you.”

  “But…” She pushed her hands against him.

  He ran his hand down the length of her back, making a shushing sound against her ear. “No magic, but if it is revenge you seek, I can give you that, and the ability to survive this.” He nodded to the water now lapping at their feet.

  Marie Jean relaxed her body back against his. “Power, can you give me power?”

  He nodded, his head dipping toward her neck as his hand swept her long hair over her shoulder. “Ah, mon oiseau. That I can do.”

  Chapter One

  Central West End, St. Louis, Missouri

  Present Day

  The letter was soft as cotton from being folded and unfolded, but even though Lindsey had the short note memorized, she pulled the slip from her pocket again.

  Bloody Harry’s in St. Louis’s Central West End.

  She was here. Feeling a bit like Dorothy when she was set down in Oz, Lindsey tugged at her khaki shorts and wished she’d worn something nicer. Wished she owned something nicer, nice enough to be dining in one of the sidewalk cafés that lined the cobblestoned street.

  Beside her, a streetlight, made to look like an old gaslight, clicked on. It was just after eight on a Friday night, and the Central West End was bustling. Young professionals out and about, drinking wine and dining on food that to Lindsey’s unschooled eyes looked more like art than dinner. Soft jazz and the scent of melted butter and warm garlic wafted from one restaurant.

  A girl standing behind a hostess podium glanced her direction. Lindsey dropped her gaze and hurried past.

  She looked at the note again. Bloody Harry’s. The name itself was intimidating, but finding the place was even worse. Lindsey had searched the Internet for an address or phone number and come up empty. The email she clutched in her hand was the first promise she’d had of finding family—of belonging somewhere.

  Drawing in a breath, she turned and walked back to the hostess. The woman raised a brow but more in question than in judgment of Lindsey’s appearance.

  “I’m looking for Bloody Harry’s,” Lindsey mumbled.

  A couple dressed for the theatre or some other high class entertainment that Lindsey couldn’t imagine brushed past her, jostling her. She took a step to the side. The hostess plucked two menus from a slot on the glossy black podium, tucked them under her arm and strode off. The couple followed.

  Lindsey stared after them. Then, feeling the attention of the other patrons pressing against her, she took a step back onto the road.

  “Did I hear that you are looking for Bloody Harry’s?” A woman dressed in a short flowy dress, belted at the waist, tilted her head to the side.

  The woman’s eyes were bright green, an unnatural green that made Lindsey want to look away. She forced herself to keep her gaze steady and nod.

  “How”—the woman placed her index finger on her lower lip and pulled, giving her a pouty screen-siren look—“did you hear of Harry’s?”

  “My cousin…works there.” Cousin…family. A thrill raced through Lindsey.

  “Really? Interesting.” The woman tilted her head again and studied Lindsey as if measuring her for size.

  Lindsey resisted the urge to pull back her shoulders or adjust her shirt, which suddenly seemed to cling too tightly in some places and gap in others.

  “Well, then…” The woman took a step closer, forcing Lindsey to move back, into the glow of the street lamp.

  The woman inhaled with a hiss, and her eyes glittered.

  Every instinct telling her to run, Lindsey lifted her foot. A pale hand tipped with perfectly manicured magenta nails gripped Lindsey by the arm. “Then you must be welcome at Harry’s.” She lifted her free hand and gestured across the street to a line of iron fencing. Another café sat behind it.

  For a second, Lindsey thought the woman was toying with her. Then she saw the sign, Bloody Harry’s, small but, even in the dusk, impossible to miss.
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  Lindsey had walked down this street three times. How had she missed it?

  “It’s in the basement, outside entrance. Tell Harry, Emilie sent you. He can pay me back later.” She laughed, a low rolling sound that made Lindsey shuffle her feet and glance toward the street.

  “Anyway.” Emilie released her hold on Lindsey and waved her hand toward the sign. “You’ll want to get inside soon, while it’s still early and somewhat light.” She stepped back but didn’t leave.

  A strange mixture of compulsion to do as the woman had said and a stubborn desire to do the opposite filled Lindsey She stood rooted between the two.

  “Go.”

  And with that one word from Emilie, Lindsey found herself moving toward the small painted sign and whatever business lay below it.

  o0o

  A café sat on the ground floor of the bar’s building. It wasn’t as busy as the café Lindsey had just left. It also had a different vibe than the other businesses she had passed, more urban grunge than upscale professional. Alternative rock flowed from the windows, open despite the heat, and the smell of coffee and burgers engulfed her, making her stomach rumble.

  A slim man dressed in clothes so dark he blended into the unlit patio area’s background stood as she approached. Lindsey slowed her steps, but the man simply crossed his arms over his chest and waited.

  Unsure, she walked closer, this time stopping at the top of the metal steps that led from the street to a door below. Bloody Harry’s door.

  “Opens at ten.” The man from the café stood two feet away. His arms were still crossed, but his body was stiff and his gaze intense, and somehow he had moved twenty feet, past an iron fence, in a matter of seconds.

  He sniffed, a loud, almost sensual sound. “You haven’t been here before.”

  A statement, one that made Lindsey slide her feet to the side to put more distance between her and the man. Her hip bumped into the line of fencing designed to keep unsuspecting pedestrians from tumbling down the basement stairs.

  “Emilie sent me,” she murmured.

  “Did she?”

  “Are you Harry?”

  “So you haven’t met him.” His eyes flicked from her to the stairwell, and for a moment, Lindsey thought he might leap over the railing and grab her.

  Lindsey’s fingers tightened on the metal handrail. The stairwell was unlit; stepping into it would be like descending into a well. But the man. She couldn’t help but want to get away from him.

  Cold beads of sweat ran down the back of her neck.

  “Afraid?” His voice seemed closer.

  The realization sent Lindsey rushing forward.

  Behind her, something hissed. Hot breath raced down her neck. Standing on one leg, her other foot moving forward toward the step below, she teetered. Her body lurched, and she hit the metal steps hard. Pain punctured the balloon of panic that had engulfed her. She tumbled forward, down the stairs.

  Then she hit, not the cold hard concrete she’d expected, but the solid warm mass of a body, a male body that scooped her up and held her pressed against his chest.

  Struggling to keep the tears that had built up behind her eyes inside, she inhaled and clutched at the man’s clothing. Her face pressed against stiff cotton. She could hear his heart thumping, slow, steady, and more reassuring than any mantra she could have muttered. She concentrated on the steady beat and waited for the panic that had gripped her to subside.

  “It appears Emilie was right to call. She said Randall is about. Was he behaving badly?”

  A light switched on overhead, and Lindsey squinted against the unexpected glare.

  “Oh.” The man holding her exhaled the word, so softly she wasn’t sure she’d heard it correctly. Then he pushed against the door behind him and strode into the bar.

  o0o

  The woman in Harry’s arms weighed little more than a child, but the soft curves crushed against his chest assured him this female was well past childhood. She smelled of fear and flowers. Fresh.

  That alone could have been the reason Emilie had sent her to him, why the conniving vampire thought this woman would have some value—enough to warrant saving her from whatever Randall, a vampire banned from the streets surrounding the bar, had planned for her—but, after glancing at the petite female’s face, Harry knew it was much more than that, much more personal.

  He tensed with recognition, and his nostrils flared. But even as his body reacted, he knew this woman wasn’t who she appeared to be. The female she resembled could never be described as fresh.

  Next to the yellow leather-wrapped bar, he lowered the woman to her feet. She took a step back, her hand rising to her lips.

  “Are you Harry?” she asked, her voice rough, like someone had just wakened her from sleep.

  An image of her lying on a pillow, blonde hair tousled around her face and blue eyes wide, slid through Harry’s mind, but just as quickly, another image slid into place…the female, her hands and face wet with blood…laughing.

  “Who are you?” Struggling to push old demons aside, he forced the words through gritted teeth. But as quickly as he asked, he knew who she had to be—not the devil she appeared, but the bait for that trap. Better bait than he had ever imagined luring here.

  Her gaze flitted behind him, to the glass-and-metal door that still stood ajar. The warm thick air of a St. Louis spring night crept through the opening, bringing with it the scent of coffee from the café above.

  He shifted his weight so his body blocked her view, cutting off any thoughts she might have had of escape.

  “Lindsey… Lindsey Dennis…” Her hands traveled up her arms, drawing Harry’s attention to the pale skin revealed by her sleeveless tee. Her nails were cut short and unpolished. Not the nails of a woman used to being pampered.

  As if reading his thoughts, she curled her fingers inward, hiding them from his view. “I’m looking for my cousin. Her name is Karin. She works here.”

  He stepped behind the bar, buying time. “It’s hot outside, and you had a scare”—he looked up—“with the fall. Let me get you something to drink.” He motioned to the stack of oversized martini glasses that lined the wall behind him.

  Lindsey shook her head as if to refuse but stepped toward the bar anyway. Harry filled one of the stemmed glasses with water and ice and set it on the black-stained wood in front of her.

  “Karin worked here, but she quit…a week ago,” he said.

  Reaching for the glass, Lindsey paused. “A week ago? But I have an email.” Her hand moved to her pocket.

  “Hmm.” Pretending to wipe down the bar, Harry nodded.

  “Did she say where she was going?” Lindsey’s fingers tightened around the glass’s stem.

  He leaned forward and met her gaze. “This is a bar. Waitresses come and go. Most don’t give notice.” He reached under the bar, flipping the switch that turned on the stereo system. A classic tune from the Rat Pack floated from discreetly hidden speakers. He adjusted the volume until the music was loud enough to drown out the noises of a working bar, without impeding the intimate conversation for which Harry’s was valued. When he was done, he looked up.

  The indignation Harry had seen building inside Lindsey was still apparent, but it had mellowed. She seemed sad now, deflated.

  A flicker of compassion caught him off guard. He dropped the cloth onto the bar and took a moment to tamp the unexpected feeling down.

  Refocused, he sighed, as if taking part in this conversation was a great strain on his time, and continued, “You mentioned an email?”

  “What?” Lindsey’s gaze had gone distant. She looked back as if surprised Harry had spoken.

  “The email. If you expected to find her here, perhaps there is a clue in it as to where she has gone.” There wasn’t. He knew that, but he needed to keep Lindsey talking, needed to build her trust.

  She ran her finger through a layer of condensation that had formed on her glass. “She’s my cousin. I’ve never met her.”

 
; His hand back on the towel, his fingers tensed.

  She looked up. “I’ve never met any of my family.”

  “Not your mother?” he asked, even though he knew the answer.

  “I…I don’t remember her.” Her gaze dropped.

  “That’s terrible.” He wasn’t sure if she was lying or not, but discussing her family was obviously upsetting her. He made sympathetic noises. They seemed to soothe her. She swallowed and continued.

  “I was in foster care since I was little.”

  “I’m sorry. But you found Karin?”

  She nodded. He could see she was putting on a brave face, trying not to show the pain inside her. He understood her efforts; he had perfected the mask long ago.

  “She found me. I didn’t even know I had family. And now she’s gone too.”

  “It’s only been a week. Did she know you were coming?”

  “No.” She shook her head. “The message was forwarded to me through an agency that finds people. I should have come sooner, but I never dreamed one week would be too long, and she hadn’t included a number to call, just Bloody Harry’s in the Central West End. I couldn’t find a number for it either.” She looked around as if the bar might disappear around her.

  Harry shoved the towel and four empty highball glasses off the bar into a rubber tub. He had no reason to explain why Bloody Harry’s wasn’t listed in any directory anywhere. “Are you staying somewhere close? If she comes back…I can let you know.” He pulled the tub from its shelf and turned his back on the woman. His muscles tight, he walked toward the kitchen. Four feet from the door, he turned to face her.

  Her face was bleak.

  He clenched his jaw and tried to act as if he didn’t notice.

  “I don’t have much money. I lost my job and my apartment.” Her gaze drifted from the bar’s polished black floors to the simple but expensive crystal chandeliers that hung from the ceiling.

  “So you have nothing to go back to.” A statement not a question. He’d made sure she wouldn’t. He’d rented her apartment himself, paid her landlord double to kick her out.

  “Nothing.” She looked close to tears. He moved his gaze away from her face and hardened his heart.